It was inevitable.

I start my real life, working adult job on Thursday and every time I allow myself to feel the entirety of this reality, my breathing becomes deep, my heart beat quickens and for a brief moment -I stop breathing altogether. So for now, I'll take it one step at a time. I'll fill out the forms. I'll call and ask where I report and what time. I'll pick out the perfect outfit, and most of all -wear great shoes. I think my first purchase with my first paycheck will be a leather bag full of pockets, like the ones professors carry around. It'll make me feel official, and I've always wanted one -just never had a reason to get one. To add to my justification, there will be days I'll be walking in the rain, so I'd preferably like my belongings dry :)

In other news, life has been moving at a pace I can enjoy. Which makes me feel like I've been living each day very well. If it were going too fast then I was having too many things going on in my life, and if it were going too slow then I wasn't doing enough. My porridge is juuuuuust right. Last week, Teri took me ziplining in Waikapu and it was very nice, early -but nice. It was a definite great change in pace from our usual routine. Other than that, we've been hanging out with friends and making sure we don't get too caught up with just hanging with each other (which I astonishingly found, I am capable of).

Well thinking about what I've been doing is only intensifying my headache so peace out homies.