2010.

Because I haven't blogged since 2009, I'm doing it now. But I have nothing to say because its bed time. Goodnight. This is a start at least :)

meh.

Today I woke up and I realized...

"shoot, this work thing really makes me feel a little depressed."

The work is good.
Its the waking up at the same time everyday that really brings me down.
I wonder how long till it goes away and I'm okay with the monotony.
Or if it will never go away, and
...you just get used to it.

Either way, shitty deals.

Hmm, on a positive note: I got my first paycheck and spent half of it already ;o)
And my purchase, well she is a beauty and her name is Sally.

I think I figured out what I like about school.
There's an end.

When you go to work its like forever.
I will be working for a full month before any holiday shows up.
Which is why I was really looking forward to a furlough today, but No, we have to wait until the 6th for the special day.
But whoop-de-doo, we already get a Holiday on the 11th. Grrr.

Plus, working makes me tired.
I don't have time to watch my shows.
And it just drains me.

So either I'm old,
or work is more draining than studying.
Plus at least when it came to school, you could procrastinate and have breaks.
Class only lasted till lunch.
And yeah.

I love school.
And I'll be back to it shortly.

On the 8th day of work.

On the eighth day of work I went in and came home. I would have called in sick, but I didn't know the protocol to do so. Lameness I KNOW! WTF. There are a number of possible contributing factors to my sickness:
1. I was going on my 9th day of no poopage.
2. Air conditioned office = circulated air and allergens that my body is not accustomed to.
3. Being cold then hot then cold.
4. The adjustment of waking up, going to sleep and doing something every day.
5. Being exposed to new people every day.
Either way, today was a sick day without pay since I have not worked enough to collect a paid sick day. Totally worth it though. I have fevers, sinus pressure in the head, behind the eyes and ears. When I sneeze sometimes, my ears hurt for some time. I was having chest pain and body aches. All amounting to what could possibly be the flu, but that has to not happen since I still do not have health insurance. So I stayed home to rest, and tomorrow I will go back into the office with Sudafed and a new lease on life and work.

P.S. Little Girl is fascinated with the cursor on the screen and its adorable.

It was inevitable.

I start my real life, working adult job on Thursday and every time I allow myself to feel the entirety of this reality, my breathing becomes deep, my heart beat quickens and for a brief moment -I stop breathing altogether. So for now, I'll take it one step at a time. I'll fill out the forms. I'll call and ask where I report and what time. I'll pick out the perfect outfit, and most of all -wear great shoes. I think my first purchase with my first paycheck will be a leather bag full of pockets, like the ones professors carry around. It'll make me feel official, and I've always wanted one -just never had a reason to get one. To add to my justification, there will be days I'll be walking in the rain, so I'd preferably like my belongings dry :)

In other news, life has been moving at a pace I can enjoy. Which makes me feel like I've been living each day very well. If it were going too fast then I was having too many things going on in my life, and if it were going too slow then I wasn't doing enough. My porridge is juuuuuust right. Last week, Teri took me ziplining in Waikapu and it was very nice, early -but nice. It was a definite great change in pace from our usual routine. Other than that, we've been hanging out with friends and making sure we don't get too caught up with just hanging with each other (which I astonishingly found, I am capable of).

Well thinking about what I've been doing is only intensifying my headache so peace out homies.

Why I think my grandpa is awesome.

He slipped today and his reaction is:
Its a part of growing up.

And my grandma replies with:
Its a part of growing old.

And my reaction was:
Optimism at its best :)

Oh Shit Life.

I got the Job.
And I said Yes.
And now, I have a Job.

OH SHIT LIFE!